And That Was
I sat next to Vincent. He asked me things and I answered in one syllable answers. He looked at me as if trying to figure out what was wrong, which I found very hard to believe. My best friend had just died; I had every right to be sad. I needed a way to cope and focusing on this was making the pain better.
My mom said nothing the whole ride. I guess she realized how this was really affecting me; this was hitting me very, very hard. Maybe mom’s had some kind of sensor in them when their child needs to be left alone, a sensor that Vincent obviously wasn’t picking up.
We were almost to the police station when I looked out of the car window. When we stopped the car, I stayed inside while Mom and Vincent went out, trying to find the confidence to come out of the car.
The police station was a bad place for me ever since I could remember. Ten years ago, when I when I was nearly six, my father was taken here; this is where he died. I can still remember it all, even though I’d rather forget. My mom screamed for him to come back. She cried and cried as my father tried to get free, to come back to us. I didn’t know what was happening. There was a loud sound that I know now that it was the firing of the gun. That sound was the bullet killing my father. I saw him lying there, unmoving, not breathing, and he was dead on the ground. I didn’t know that to do at the time. I just started screaming. After the screaming, came a river of tears that never seemed to end.
My mom doesn’t say much about my father, and I learned over experiences again and again that I shouldn’t ask her.
“Ready Miss Kendra; you seem to be that formal to me now.” Vincent was holding my door open for me like a gentleman, but his positioning was meant to look overly formal. He looked at me and his eyes spoke louder than his words what did I do wrong. I couldn’t take it.
“Why did you laugh at the thought of me being your girlfriend?” I asked. That wasn’t what I really wanted to say. I wanted to talk about how my best friend had just died, but the words were gone before they went over my mouth. Vincent looked at me, seeming unsure of what to say.
“I wasn’t laughing at you; I was laughing at your mom’s brutal honesty.” Oh. Things ran all through my mind. Mostly that I already knew this that I hadn’t really processed.
After a few second, Vincent went on. “I really do like you Kendra.”
“I like you too.” I said, my earlier worries drifting away. I pushed back my feelings about Sophie and continued on.
“I’m sorry I was being so rude to you.” My heart was pumping so much I almost wasn’t able to speak. Vincent only made it worse by coming closer. “You passed my mom’s test.” I whispered.
“I guess I did.” He whispered back, his face so close to mine our breath mingled. I opened my eyes that I didn’t realize I closed. He looked so happy, his expression was nearly beaming. Only something else began to catch my eye. His cuts and bruises were still there, sticking out on his once perfectly handsome face. He moved in to kiss me for the second time today.
“No,” I whispered, even slightly surprising myself. He moved back and looked at my face. I saw his face, and it made me almost regret my decision because the hurt staining his face was more than sorrow staining mine. “You’re still hurt.” I traced my thumb along a scrape. Vincent tried not to, but he winced slightly. I instantly pulled my hand back having just proved my point. “I need to make sure it’s the real you I’m falling for.” I subconsciously added, and I need to deal with Sophie’s death. The rest of me ignored this; I was getting good at that. He looked at me, trying to see the doubt in my eyes. I tried to look certain, or at least more than I was.
“If that’s what you really what, Kendra,” he said and moved away, a hint of anger coming and going into his features. Instead, I processed something easier. My name. I loved it when he said my name, but why doing this did hurt so much. We had only known each other for a day.
|Emma Roberts||as Kendra|
|Nina Dobrev||as Lacey|
|Emma Watson||as Sophie|
|Taylor Lautner||as Vincent|
|Cody Linley||as Dylan|