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Margarita, you ARE beautiful! Your father may have passed on his DNA to you but you are your own person. You don't need him to be loved or to feel warmth! Your grandmother was right, Christianity is the way. God IS real. Jesus was despised and rejected, homeless from the time HE turned 30, and then falsely accused and killed when he was only 33 1/2 years old! He that was perfect took our sins upon himself and died in place of mankind (you and me) so we could get to God. On the 3rd day, he came back to life and revealed himself to over 500 people before ascending to heaven. Admit that you are a sinner and that you need him to give you a new life and ask him to come in to your heart and make himself real to you, and he will!
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Oh, and by the way, we aren't descended from African or any other kind of apes!
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Happy Birthday Panic - PART THREE FINALE! (story fiction) by Margarita Shamrakov
myspace.com/margarita
My wish is that I can live in my skin for the next 24 hours!
I wish I had a father who loved me, I wish he stood up for me, defended me.
I wish he told me that I am good enough, that I can do everything. I wish he taught me to love myself, and to be confident and to be comfortable in my own skin.
Because of him I always doubt myself, I never see beauty in me, I feel I am never good enough and never will be. Because of him I settle for less and less.
Ones I tried to kill myself, because of a boy, who did not love me back, and I feel if I had supportive dad and some support in America I would have never feel so bad about myself and my life.
I am going to leave my father and the past behind. My last letter to him was very polite without any accusation I said goodbye. I was ok being broken, and poor, without shade in the dessert sun, without water on Mars, without air in a cave, without lover in the universe, without a friend dying from loneliness, heading nowhere in a car without breaks...
I am leaving empowered. And I promise to share my power, my enlightenment with everyone who wants it and needs it and asks for it. I promise not to put anyone down
I promise to my future daughter to love her, and tell her that she is beautiful everyday.
I promise to help lonely and forgotten, I promise to help rejected and lost...
I feel sad for my dad, he could have had a dear and special daughter to him, and he could have had something irreplaceable. I am continuation of his genes, continuation of him in a way... And most importantly a family in me and support.
I hope I will find love in the world, and most importantly that I will give and share love with people, and everyone I come in contact with. I hope to touch people in a special way.
And give out warmth, it is something I missed and longer for all my life...
****
And thus broken spirit becomes enlightened and resilient!
C2009
By Margarita Shamrakov
myspace.com/margarita
My wish is that I can live in my skin for the next 24 hours!
I wish I had a father who loved me, I wish he stood up for me, defended me.
I wish he told me that I am good enough, that I can do everything. I wish he taught me to love myself, and to be confident and to be comfortable in my own skin.
Because of him I always doubt myself, I never see beauty in me, I feel I am never good enough and never will be. Because of him I settle for less and less.
Ones I tried to kill myself, because of a boy, who did not love me back, and I feel if I had supportive dad and some support in America I would have never feel so bad about myself and my life.
I am going to leave my father and the past behind. My last letter to him was very polite without any accusation I said goodbye. I was ok being broken, and poor, without shade in the dessert sun, without water on Mars, without air in a cave, without lover in the universe, without a friend dying from loneliness, heading nowhere in a car without breaks...
I am leaving empowered. And I promise to share my power, my enlightenment with everyone who wants it and needs it and asks for it. I promise not to put anyone down
I promise to my future daughter to love her, and tell her that she is beautiful everyday.
I promise to help lonely and forgotten, I promise to help rejected and lost...
I feel sad for my dad, he could have had a dear and special daughter to him, and he could have had something irreplaceable. I am continuation of his genes, continuation of him in a way... And most importantly a family in me and support.
I hope I will find love in the world, and most importantly that I will give and share love with people, and everyone I come in contact with. I hope to touch people in a special way.
And give out warmth, it is something I missed and longer for all my life...
****
And thus broken spirit becomes enlightened and resilient!
C2009
By Margarita Shamrakov
[PG] Parental Guidance Suggested
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