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Chapter 8.

Songs for this chapter are: 

Demons- Imagine Dragons

All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye- John Mayer

Edge of Desire- John Mayer

Assassin- John Mayer (it's a John day for me haha)

"We're going to go into town." Tessa tells me as I reach the door. 

"Oh, okay." I say, looking at Tessa's hand in her boyfriend's. She flushes and pulls away as her mum gives me the most fake smile I've ever seen as I walk out of the room.

"I really don't like that guy." I hear the douche bag say from inside the room.

"Me either." Tessa quietly responds. 

She doesn't like me? Fine. 

I don't give a shit, I don't like her either. 

When I get into my car, my phone vibrates in my cup holder. I reach for it and answer when I see Molly's name across the screen. 

As I walk into Molly's apartment without knocking, her roommate glares at me, smoke pouring from her mouth. "She's in her room," her black lined eyes roll and she takes another hit of her cigarette. 

Molly's laying in her bed, her head propped up on a mound of pillows and her bare legs are spread wide open. She gestures for me to join her on the bed, her pink hair is wild, tied on top of her head in a nest. 

"Well, well, well, look who it is," she taunts me when I sit next to her on her bed. She lifts her skirt up further, exposing her black panties. She runs her hands down her thighs, circling them around her panty line. 

 "You called me," I remind her. Her room is small, the walls are covered in posters from fashion magazines. Mostly black and white pictures that she's clipped and taped to the lightl blue walls. Her bed is positioned against the wall furthest from the door and her room has no windows. I would hate to be trapped in a room with no windows, no wonder she's never here. 

"And you came," she chirps, reciting the line in a sarcastic and proud voice. 

"Don't get too excited, I was bored and you made yourself available." Shrugging my shoulders, I look over at her. Her brows are furrowed and she's pretending to be offended. 

"This is true." She laughs and I shake my head at her shameless behavior. Molly's hands are cold when she wraps her hand around my arm and pulls me closer to her. 

When Molly's lips press to my neck, I try not to picture Tessa's full lips. Molly climbs down my body, her hands reach for the button on my jeans. She pops them open quickly and drags my pants and boxers down. I lift up, helping her while trying to convince myself that I want this. This is fun. This is what people like me do for fun. People like me and Molly, fucked up people. She has her own issues that she hasn't ever tried to tell me and I don't give enough fucks to even think about asking her. 

Her tongue licks at the head of my cock, teasing me. I don't do teasing so I reach for a handful of her pink hair, guiding her mouth to take all of me. She gags slightly and I release her. I know she likes it rough, more rough than I'm willing to go with her. Ever. 

"Fuck, Tessa." The name slips from my mouth without a single cohoerant thought of the blonde girl. 

Molly immediatly tenses and pulls away from me. "Really?" She rolls her eyes. 

"What?" I clear my throat. 

"I heard you." 

"You didn't hear anything and even if you did, don't act like you haven't called me Lou-"