Because of You...

Chapter Fifty-Eight!(: (Part Two)

Author's Note: Oh my god guys I am so beyond sorry that I've left you all hanging for so long. I'm so sorry. I've just had so much going on right now that I haven't really had the free time to write as much as I'd like to. My class schedule is so hectic and even being homeschooled doesn't make it much easier and then my mom got put in the hospital with a serious heart problem and my great grandmother fell and broke her hip. A broken bone like that takes a very long time to heal and her being 90 years old doesn't make it any easier. Anyways I've just been swamped lately and that lead me to neglect something that I love to do which is write. So I am back and I won't be disappearing again until this book is finished I promise you all that. I am going to try to update again sometime over the weekend or the first part of the week as long as things have settled down alittle bit. Please please please leave me comments on this chapter. I need to know what you guys think and I'd like to know who has stuck with me even with my horrible updating schedule. So please leave a comment, it would mean alot. Thanks again for whoever is still sticking with this story really it means alot to me. So I think i've kept you waiting long enough, so happy reading. I really hope you enjoy this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.

-ravensierraxoxo(: <3

Chapter Fifty- Eight Part Two: 

I really don't know what came over me but I suddenly felt the need to pull her body to mine and crash my lips to hers. It started out slow but heated up fast. My hands rested on her hips squeezing gently and her hands went from being wrapped around my neck to being tangled in my hair. She nipped at my bottom lip silently asking for permission to deepen the kiss and I gave her what she wanted more then willingly. I let her control the kiss until we broke apart needing air. I really think that was the best kiss we had shared by far. We both stood there holding on to each other panting trying to catch the breath that the kiss had taken away. But after a kiss like that I didn't mind the breathless feeling.

Once she caught her breath she smiled up at me. “Wow...just wow.” I smiled back and nodded. “Yeah that's what I was just thinking.” “Not that I'm complaining at all but where did that come from?” I shrugged. “I really don't know I just felt the need to kiss my girlfriend. I'm aloud to do that though right?” I smiled after I answered looking down at her. She blushed and nodded. “Yeah I suppose. I know I can so it's only fair that you can too.” she replied. I smiled and pulled her close to me again and kissed her.

**Selena's POV:**

Cody and I continued our make-out session in the middle of the lake for a bit longer and then we actually swam around. “I remember the last time my father brought me up here.” I said after a while. “Oh really? What happened?” he asked me. “He told me that he needed to do something and that I needed to understand it, but he never told me what it was. For a long time after he left I hated this place. I thought the lake was bad luck and I never wanted to come here again. It brought back memories of me and my father and I didn't want to have to think of him. It's really funny how one person can change so much. You made me love this place again and I couldn't be more thankful. I love it up here and more then that I love you.” I finished.

He waded his way over to me and looked into my eyes. “Well if you wanna look at it that way then I guess I should be thanking you too. After Vanessa I thought that I hated love like it didn't exist at all. Then you came around and I completely changed my mind. I know love is out there because I found it right here with you. So thank you Selena.” I smiled up at him. Sometimes he said things that really made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world and like I had the best boyfriend words could not describe the feeling he gave me and I loved that. “Don't thank me for loving you. I don't do it because I want to I do it because I need to.” It might sound corny, but it was the truth. Even if I tried I could never stop loving him. It was just one of those things like breathing, in order to live I needed him. Part of the whole love-sick thing.