Are you one of those people that grown up in one town and are one of the most popular girl in school who have the car, the body, and the most sexiest boyfriend ever.
Then I wish I where you.
Are you actually the girl that is a geek and dream about living like them, RICH and Popular!
If yes then you are luckier then me because, well that isn't me either.
I'm not a geek who get straight As either or has a lot of nerd friend because that would be better then me.
I'm the girl who sits in the back of the class were nobody knows your really name other then the ones they give you. For me, apparently I go by leprechaun and smurf. Nobody cares to know my real name here, they like to make fun of me because of my height obviously. I'm only 5 foot! Everyone else here is about 5'5 in this town.
I guess because this is a farming town which doesn't make sense to me, that everyone is RICH! I swear I don't know how my parents found the riches farming area in the whole country and just had to live thier.
It sucks being poor in a town like this. The people are such snobs because they are rich, rich people can be the worst because they think money is everything! God it makes me sick! I'm rambling now.
So here's my story…
My parents move me a lot about the country. My mom and dad are writers and say that they need "inspiration" by changing the scenery every few months. Sense that is the case, we have lived in all different parts of the Continent. I have been to ten different high schools in the last 3 years because of them, it sucks! Specially this time where I have no friends at all. Nobody wants to be friends with me because I’m poor and I'm like an alien or something to them. We have been living here for 2 month now and I'm still the New Girl to them. People here make me feel like I'm invisible or a diseases because I'm poor or because I'm plain short, either one it sucks.
Obviously when you have two writers trying to make a start in the writing world never really make that much money. My mom just publish one book but it didn't take off as good as she would hoped to and my dad is working on his "autobiographer" because he used to be a scientist but stopped because he though he was going nowhere in life. So we picked up everything and moved. That was about ten years ago when I was 7. But in a few months I would be 17 and be able to buy my own car. First I would need my, yah like that was going to happen, Licence. My parents would always say to me; “Until you have your own car you can't get your license" in other words, meant you will never drive in their minds.
I have been saving up for a few years now from the jobs I’ve had over the years. I'm close to have enough money to get my own car and be able to pay my insurance for a few months. I definitely don't want to live here when I got my car because it obviously won’t be a luxurious car or new for that matter, so I can’t wait to hear what my parents are going to choose next that I might actually like. I wish it could be Illinois or California or even better my favorite city that I dream of living in, Seattle, Washington. I have always wanted to go to the Space Needle and look at the people below on the streets as I looked down on them. Maybe I would feel like I had some power or something in my life?
Sadly though I don't think they would ever move there because of the noise and the fact that we don't have enough money to live there. A studio there is even too expensive for us. The town we live in right now is dirt cheap. The house we are in right now is the biggest one we have ever had. We live on an acre of land with a small pond in a one story 3 bedroom house which means I have an actual bed room to myself. Other than having it being an office too, for my parents. So this place isn't (too) bad.
One good thing about this house is it’s only a mile away from school that I attended called “ The Bell of Montana” High School. Every morning I wake up at six to take a shower, get dressed, then grab my things and breakfast walking out the door to school which isn’t bad at all. I actually like walking to school because it gave me a little exercise in the morning, but the only thing that suck the most is walking there alone and back. Sense I have no friends, I am always alone. I walk into school early, go to my locker and then hide out in the bathroom till the bell rings for class to avoid everyone. It’s not like I am ugly or anything, I think? It’s just nobody likes new people in this town, in less your rich. Which makes everything different... and by the end of the day, (still trying to avoided everyone) I would be pushed into the dirt, have spit balls shot at my face, and notes taped to my back to laugh at me. (Middle school you think?) The things they said about me really hurt when most of them aren’t even true. They would just make up anything to laugh at. Making up storys about why I moved here saying I kill someone just by looking at me or my parents are ashamed to have a retarted daughter and stuff. Its like grade school all over again. On the walk home isn’t any different because everyone drive pass me swearing as they drive away in there fancy cars yelling names at me on their way home. The moment I would walk into the house, I blew out an aggravating breath like everyday here, then walk to my room and start my homework, to get ready for a whole another day of torcher.
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|Diego Boneta||as Lawrence|