Mount Weather High (bellarke fanfiction)

thirteen

BELLAMY'S POV-

Standing outside the house, while it's about to be pouring rain, is a new experience I can cross off my bucket list. I pick up countless rocks, tossing them at the window, and looking for a sign of light.

The front door opens, and on the porch, Ms. Griffin steps out, wearing a long, fluffy, black robe. She asks," What are you doing?"

I head up to the porch, slowly. " I need to see Clarke..."

" Wrong window, Bellamy."

" Is she awake?"

She hesitates before nodding," Yes, but she's not into seeing you right now. Give her some space."

" I need to apologize."

She drops her head, taking a breath," Come in." She opens the door, letting me enter.

" Thank you." I say with a simple smile.

" Don't make it worse for yourself, okay? She's a gentle one."

I nod, quietly heading upstairs.

I step into Clarke's room, her door slightly open. She peers up at me with hurt eyes, and she's been crying again.
I say," I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

" What are you doing here, Bellamy? You can't just keep following me around and apologizing, it doesn't excuse anything."

" I know."

She crosses her arms, giving me a glare.

" To be honest, you terrify me. It terrifies me what I would do for you. Throughout my life, I've never once felt that I belong anywhere, or with anyone. And for once, I feel like I found somewhere I could possibly belong, with someone. And I look at you, and I know I don't want anyone else."

" You have to go." She says sternly.

" You have to stop pushing me away, I'm trying." I say, shutting the door and moving closer.

" I've been trying."

" Why? Why do you keep trying with me?"

" Because I care too much to let go as quickly as others can, that's the problem with me, I get attached too easily and I can't let go."

" What's wrong, Clarke?" I ask, she was crying before I even got here.

" Nothing." She lies. A tear rolled silently down here cheek.

" Are you sure you're okay?"

" Trust me, it's nothing." She says with an empty attitude.

" Clarke."

She lays back," You should really go."

" If you let me, maybe I can help you not be so sad. Because whatever happened to you, whoever happened to you- already happened. It's done. So maybe I can help you start fresh. An you can help me too. Maybe I'm your do-over, and maybe you're mine. We both deserve a do-over."

She sits up, looking at me. I'm at least a foot away, on the edge of her bed. She moves closer, putting one hand on my knee and the other on my cheek. She presses her lips to mine in a soft gentle kiss. She pulls her, wrapping her small arms around my neck and burying her head into the crook of my neck. I slowly wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her onto my lap, and keeping her close.

*** A/N

Real short, but I'm posting again later kiddos (-;

I bought the part two finale on iTunes and the KOHD song by iamRAIGN, and I'm trying to cope with this hiatus....which doesnt end till October )-:

At least we have fanfictions, am I right?!

P.S. This chapter doesn't mean there are no more downs, so prepare yourself!

ILY ALL XOXO

P.P.S. I was thinking of doing a live Younow broadcast soon! What do you guys think? Talk about this book, my other book, the finale, and answer any questions and what not! Comment beloww!