The Gay Who Stabbed Me

Epilogue (3/12/2015)

Epilogue

Nahilo hilo na ako dahil sa antok. Kakagaling ko lang sa nursery kasi tiningnan ko pa ang kambal na natutulog. Kakatapos lang ng 1st birthday nila at dito sa mansiyon ginanap ang party. Kaya pagod na pagod ako kakaestima ng mga bisita. Pati yung mga bata napagod. Kung magpaparty naman kasi ang Tita Lexie nila, akala mo naman mga debutant ang mga bata. Paano kasi lahat sabik sa kambal. Sino ang hindi masasabik, we've waited for 4 years bago namin nalaman na buntis ako. Akala nga namin hindi na ako mabubuntis. But we didn't give up. We continued the workups. Every month pumupunta ako ng OB. Every month na hindi dumadating ang menstruation ko, we're hoping for a positive result. Imagine how many times weve been disappointed. But despite all those disappointments, we held on. The way we held on to each other, to our love, to our family. And those years of waiting is nothing especially when my OB announced that we're expecting not one but two babies. I cried and Alexis cried and when he looked at me, I am sure that at that time, he's willing to give me the world. 

 Paliko na ako papuntang sitting room para sana sumakay ng elevator when I bumped into someone.

“Hey.” Inalalayan niya ako kasi muntik na akong matumba.

“Okay ka lang?” Sumandal na ako sa dibdib niya. Hinihila na ako ng kama dahil sa antok. Anytime now, babagsak na lang ang mga mata ko.

“Antok na antok na ako Alex.” Pinulupot ko pa ang mga braso ko sa batok niya and smelled his scent tapos lalo kong idinikit ang sarili ko sa kanya.

“Alam mo bang parang nangyari na to?” 

“Ang ano?”

“This. 6 years ago. In this very same house and same spot. May party din.”

“Talaga? Anong nangyari?”

“I kissed you.” Itinaas niya ang mukha ko and planted a kiss on my lips.

“…and you kissed me.” He deepened the kiss and I kissed him back.

Just like 6 years ago, we can’t get enough of each other as we fumbled to be rid of our clothes. He maneuvered me papasok ng sitting room at papasok sa elevator. By the time the elevator closed lahat ng buttons ng blouse ko nakabukas na and he had already unhooked my bra. Nakabukas na din polo niya and my hands are deliciously touching the contours of his chest and abs.

Nakasandal ako sa gilid ng elevator while his body is pinning me and I can feel how arouse he is. My other hand fumbled for the buttoms of his jeans while his mouth latched on one of my erect nipples.

He groaned when my hand get past his boxer brief and grabbed his arousal.

He hitched my skirt up my waist and pulled down my underwear.

Wait! Wait!

Hindi namin bahay ito!

And we’re on the goddamned elevator for Christ’s sake. We can’t be doing this!

“Teka..Alex..” His hand touch the apex of my thigh and I moaned.

“Na…oh God! nasa…elev..”

“This will just be quick babe.” I felt the elevator stopped kasabay ng pag angat niya sa pwet ko at pagpulupot ko ng legs ko sa bewang niya and he slid into me.

I groaned and arched my back as he pumped inside me fast and deep.

Soon after, I was already meeting his movements and not long after that we both shattered and shouted each other’s name.

Napasubsob ako sa balikat niya while still catching my breath. Kalong kalong pa din niya ako as I felt him bend down at nung tingnan ko, pinupulot niya ang panty ko. Nakakahiya talaga. Pero di bali asawa ko naman siya. Sana lang walang makakakita sa amin.