Surviving the Clique

Chapter 18~ I'm Not a Lesbiana Chica, or Am I?

This chapter is a bit short but I promise to have a longer chapter by Monday.

Georgina:

Am I insane? Why did I accept the kiss? Why did I let it go further than what it should have been?  And why did I enjoy it more than I should? I've never had an interest in girls but why am I adding so much pressure when it was just a hikiss... 

I don't know what to think, I'm so confused. Walking outside locking the door behind me, my cell buzzed.

~New Text Message~ From Jazmyn.

-We need 2 talk can I meet U smwhere? -

Reading the text message over five time's I finally had the guts to reply, telling her to meet me at Starbucks. Sitting at the small round glass table outside is beautiful because of the great view California has to offer.  Jazmyn took a seat, sliding over my chocolate, Carmel cappuccino with a dash of cinnamon.  How did she know it was my favorite!?

Taking a sip of her plain bitter coffee, how could you just drink that horrible liquid? "So, what did you need to talk to me about?"

Jazmyn took one long sip of her coffee before setting it down. "About the kiss" That means I'm not insane! That someone else other than me thought about what happened!?

"What about the kiss? " I say, twirling my straw mixing the whip cream and Carmel.

"So your telling me that kiss meant nothing to you?"

Where's this coming from? Jazmyn knows it was just a game, right?  I thought about the kiss I really did but why does that have anything to do with the situation?

Jazmyn leaned over the table pressing her lips on to mine.  Placing my hand's on her shoulder's I quickly shoved her.

"I do not feel that way about you Jazmyn, I have a boyfriend!" I pushed my chair back leaving a small tip on the table before walking down the small's stairs. 

Jazmyn caught up to me, grabbing my wrist she stared at me with those wide brown eyes of hers.

"I don't care if you have a boyfriend Georgina, just one date that's all I ask"

Thinking this over, Jazmyn nodded her head "If you don't feel anything for me we could forget this ever happened"

Giving her a half grin "Okay" she let go of my hand, a huge smile on her face. " See you tomorrow night!" she skipped off the opposite direction.  A smile spread across my face.  I didn't notice. Do I like her?  No that can't be possible, I'm not a lesbian.

Camie had a spoonful of Peaches and yogurt in her mouth. "So Jazzy is a lesbian!" she spit out the yogurt. "And she's taking you on a date tomorrow night? Did you tell Zach? Are you going to tell him?  You have to tell him!??" she punched my arm playfully, she kept rambling though.

I puckered my lips "No I didn't tell him and it's not that big of a deal right?"

Camie doubled over laughing "Not a big deal?  Your going on a date with a girl when you have a boyfriend. Plus your completely straight but maybe that has changed?"

I am not a lesbian!!? How could she say that to me? Grabbing my stuff I rushed out of her room. "Gina! I'm sorry!" she shouted. 

Turning around "Don't talk to me ever again Camie!?" I yelled at the top of my lungs.  Storming downstairs letting the tears stroll down my face. I don't know what I am...