This is a poem a wrote when I was 14, I was in a really really tough spot in my life so don't hate.
Sitting in a corner with makeup smeared eyes
I could not believe all of the lies
That you said straight to my face
Living with all this hatred to others and to myself
Why didnt I do it that night?
Regretting my past but seeing the future
Living in the moment I forget everything
I still wonder why, why didnt I do it that night?
I'm not a walkway so move your feet
Alone and quiet I wait
For the special night when I make up my mind
But why didnt I do it that night
Sealing myself for reality
Just because I hate the society
I really wished that I had done it that night
Crying on the cold hard ground
Wanting answers of why my life is like this
I guess I'm not loved not even by that miss
Who carried me for nine month way back when
Why didnt I take my life that night.
