Hood Hunter

I was pretending I was over him for the sake of Mark, his bredrins and mine. He didn't even jam with them anymore but I suspected it was when I was around that he didn't come. They would stop talking when I came in the room and I'd come to clock they were talking about him and didn't want me to hear. I knew he hadn't been with anyone but I knew he'd been fucking bare chicks because I just knew... it was always me.

It had been a month and he was still in my head... I'd seen him once or twice and I'd always hide. Every time I saw him he was with a different girl and that hurt me. He'd moved on and I needed to as well. I was in the canteen at college when breaking news came through. He was turning 19 and wanted was having a party. I was indirectly invited. I weren't going.

"So you going to Strapz's ting?" Belinda asked me.

"Nope...I got bare work to do" I replied lying.

"You chat shit!" she said. I laughed.

"Aint you still over him?" she asked.

 "I am!" I lied.

"Hmm, prove it..."

 "Maybe I'll go..." I replied getting on the bus. I needed Armani! I went over to his house and knocked. A couple of minutes later he came almost naked.

 "Ar sorry, I'll come back another time your umm busy" I said. He laughed then I think he clocked the tears in my eyes.

"Nah Lee come in..." he said dragging me in his yard.

 "Stay here yeah. One minute yeh?" he asked and I nodded. He went back upstairs and I slept on his sofa. I woke up to find him staring at me with some worried look.

 "WHAT?" I asked.

"You've been saying his name in your sleep...you keep saying sorry and how you love him" he said.

"Do I?" I asked sitting up yawning. He nodded.

"Armz! I dunno what to do! I'm so fucking not over him! I love him so much but I know we can't be together!"

"Why does what his family think of you piss you off?"

 "Because they are his fam!" I said.

 "I don't want to break up a family" I said.

 "Hmmm..."

"Anyway I weren't good enough for him..."

"Oi look at me." I did.

"Don't EVER say that yeh? No one is EVER good enough for you! Not the other way round! Even I used to like you I aint gonna lie...and you know that! Liam, your beautiful inside and out" he said.

"I don't feel like it" I muttered folding my arms.

 "Aww baby!" he said hugging me.

"I love you loads Armz!" I said.

"Thanks for being there"

"Its nuffin...I love you too..." he said.

"So who were you with?" I asked.

"One chick from college" he said grinning.

"Was she good?" I asked randomly. He nodded.

 "My back is aching that's how good she was." He said and I laughed.

A few minutes later.

 "Uh yeah, harder Liam."

 "Which way? That way?" I asked.

 "Yeah...up a bit...ahhh shit! That's the spot!"

 "Yeh?"

 "Yes!" he said.

 No we weren't having sex.  I was stepping on his back. This continued for some time and I decided to go home.

"So you gonna go to his ting?" Armz asked.  I shrugged.

"Are you going?" I asked. He nodded.

"How come? He hates you!"

"Not since I helped him out with suttin"

"I don't even wanna know!" I said putting up my arms.

"I wouldn't even tell you" he replied smiling at me.

 "Armz your sexy bruv" I said.

"Is it?"

"Don't ask like you don't know"

"Nah...its just coming from you...jheeze...I must be sexy for you to admit it!" he said getting happy. I laughed.