Journal Entry No. 1
This is the lamest and gayest thing I did in all of my fcked-up life. I dont even know why Im doing this. Maybe because my fcking shrink told me so? Fck it! I dont care anymore.
My parents are on it again. They wanted me to meet this girl. A GIRL?! Why would I want to meet a GIRL?! Are they nuts?!
Girls are annoying! FCKING CLINGY and NOSY!! They are MATERIALISTIC and SHALLOW!! Now they want me to date one?!
How Fcked-Up my miserable life can get?!
Journal Entry No. 2
I went to the club today. Got myself and the gang in a bloody fight! Some fcking douche bag made me pissed off! He ended up in a fcking hospital. Serves him right!
I got arrested. Again. Sent to jail. Got bailed the next morning. I dont care.
I smoke like a fcking chimney. I drink like a fcking fish. I fight like a fcking wild animal. I get to jail like a fcking criminal.
This is how my messed-up life runs. Its a fcked-up cycle.
This is my life. A life of a basket-case. A life of a delinquent. A life I can never change. This is my fate. My fcking way of dying. I dont care.
Journal Entry No. 3
That bastard hit me again. Fck! That old man should go die and rot in hell! I dont call him father. I dont have one. I am not related to that piece of shit! Dammit!
The only reason Im holding my self back from hitting him is my sister. My 5-minute-older twin-sister. Shit! I have to go beat up someone!
Journal Entry No. 4
This is the worst day of my life! Hershey, my cousin tried to hit on me again. Man, it was disgusting! Is she stupid or something is wrong with her brains?! Shes my COUSIN!! Im her fcking COUSIN!! Were blood related!! And shes trying to flirt with me?!
Then I got yelled at by some crazy girl! SHE FCKING SCREAMED AT ME!! This is why I hate girls! They are fcking LUNATIC!! What the fck is wrong with them?! WHAT THE FCK IS WRONG WITH THEIR BRAINS?!
But thats not the end of it! I GOT SLAPPED BY A FCKING GIRL!! SHE FCKING HIT ME!! DAMMIT!! I DONT EVEN KNOW THEM AND THEY FCKING SCREAMED AND HIT ME IN FRONT OF SO MANY FCKING NOSY BITCHES!!
THAT was the most embarassing minute of my fcked-up life.
She will pay for this! Ill make sure of it! When I see her again, SHES DEAD!!
Journal Entry No. 5
It was all over the fcking internet!! Fck it! People laughed at me!! Man, they had some guts to fcking laugh at me?! This is all that retarded girls fault!! Speaking of that lunatic, I didnt see her today. Must be hiding her ugly face! Fck!! Shes pissing me off!!
Journal Entry No. 6
My parents are bugging me again. I told them I already have a freakin girlfriend, a lie of course, they didnt buy it. They knew me too well. Shit!
I have to find a girl that I can use, make her pretend as my girlfriend. Fck it! Maybe Ill just ask Red since he has too many girls.
One thing I cant understand about him. He has so many girls. Girls are freakin annoying and loud! How can he deal with it every-fcking-day? Its not even fun screwing different girls every night. Whatever. I dont care. Theyre all sluts anyway, only good in one thing, screwing!
Journal Entry No. 7
I fckin found HER! That bitch who had some guts to embarass me in front of so many nosy bitches and uploaded the whole fckin scene in the internet!!
She looked so fckin scared when she saw me. Good. She should be scared! She should know how to be scared of me!!
She ran off! Fck! Shes a fckin fast runner! Is she human? She looked so weak and small, how can she outrun me?! Dammit!!
Red saw her though and Hershey my annoying cousin. Red knew the bitch! Dont ask me how! Hes a fcking womanizer! He told me what school she was attending to. Oh, shes going to fcking pay for this!
Shes so fcking six-feet under, DEAD!! This should be FUN!!