Lumapit sya sakin.. Felling ko sasaktan nya ko dahil sa ginawa ko dun sa girlfriend nya.
Napapikit ako pero agad din napamulat ng bigla nalang nya kong niyakap. Agad ko syang tinulak palayo sakin.
Ayoko na. Lumayo kana sakin. Ayoko ng mapalapit yung feelings ko sayo..
“Hey, don’t do that again okay? Your girlfriend.. She’s watching..” saad ko
Halata ang pagkagulat sa mukha nya
“No buts.. It’s over Elmer. Game over.. You played my feelings right? Then you won.”
Agad akong umalis sa harapan nya. Hindi ako makapaniwalang sinabi ko ang mga iyon. I'm a loser.
She pushed me after I hugged her. Did she really say that?
“And one more thing honey, how can Elmer play my feelings if I don’t feel anything for him? Kuha mo ba?”
I thought she likes me.. TOO. I feel so upset. Yes I like her but... I’m just playing with her.
Agad na lumapit sakin si Abby. We don’t have any relationship. I don’t hate her, but I don’t like her either. I just treat her as my little sister but she misunderstood the way I show my care for her.
“I saw it. You hugged her! How dare you!” sigaw nya at saka ako sinampal
Bakit ba gustong gusto nyang manampal? Hindi naman sya ganyan eh. Napa-iling na lang ako at nagsimulang lumakad pabalik sa classroom.
I stop when somebody grabbed my arm. I looked back and saw Abby. Is she crying again?!
How many times does she has to cry because of me? When will be the time for her to realize that I am not worthy of her love?
“Is that what you call playing with her? Tell me!” she asked crying
“Let’s talk to other place. They’re all watching.”
She didn’t answer. She just continued crying. What I’m going to do with this girl? Bakit ba lagi nalang syang umiiyak? Baka madehydrate na sya sa ginagawa nya.
I grabbed her and brought her in a vacant room where we talked this morning.
“Is that what you call playing with her huh?!” she asked again
Hindi ako umimik.
"Then the things you did to her, is that part of your play?!” tanong nyang muli, “Are those things are not really real? Or you’re taking it seriously?”
Those questions made me think. Are those things fake? Or.. I really did it because I do really want to do things like that for her?
“Answer me!” sigaw nya
“Why do you keep on insisting?! I told you. I don’t like her.”
Hindi ko nga ba sya gusto? That girl. Is she really that someone who can makeall guys fall for her?
“You’re lying.” she said with full of pain and left
I am thinking.. do I really like Beef steak? Wait, damn.. Why do I love to call her that way? Do I like her? But why her?
She’s a bad brat. And all I want is to teach her a lesson.
I want to teach her a lesson because of being a heart breaker. I can’t like her. Yeah, maybe I really don’t like her..
On my way home, I felt like somebody is following me kaya binilisan kong maglakad. Naramdaman kong bumilis dinaung lakad ng sumusunod sakin kaya't mas lalo akong kinabahan.
Maya-maya'y may humawak sa braso ko kaya napasigaw ako.
Di ko na natuloy pa ang sigaw ko ng may kamay na tumakip sa bibig ko.
Hinarap nya ko sakanya at ng makita ko sya ay agad nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa gulat.
“It’s me.. Afraid much?”